Okay, so I was a bit melodramatic. I just get lonely here, and now it's cold (there's a freezing warning for tonight, and it's currently supposedly 41 degrees out there) and blah blah blah. But happily, that seemed to be the simultaneous zenith of sadness and nadir of ability to cope wih it, so things have been much better since then. I am going to try doing some volunteer work in the LGBT community, and maybe helping with some aspect of the campus' feminist magazine. Both of these ideas have positively revitalized me. I am also going to attempt to learn about things that I don't know very much about, and read good books. I have all this time right now (although that may change) and it is so wasteful to spend it moping around my apartment. (Technically it's a condo, but I for some reason feel really pretentious saying that, so I'll stick with apartment.) Anyway, another part of this experiment is looking at some of the interesting websites from the Cuntlovin' Guide to the Universe from the back of Inga Muscio's Cunt. Today's most interesting website was:
bigbadchinesemama.com
This is a fake mail-order bride/asian porn site run by a very pissed-looking chinese woman. There is a Harem of Angst, Memoirs of an Anti-Geisha, and also something they call Bitchy Kat which is essentially what they think would happen if Hello Kitty had a mouth. Interesting.
In other good news, I felt like a real musician today for what seems like the first time in forever. I don't know why, but that part of my critical brain just clicked back on and I was all on top of things. It was a great great feeling, one that I hope will continue.