Thursday, June 22, 2006

amendment

Well, perhaps I'd like to amend that past post a bit. There are days when I abhor change, when I desperately want to travel back in time about two years and have everything as it was before I left Tucson and came to Illinois. But other days, I feel like maybe things are moving in a good direction, maybe my life will become a better place and things will all work out fine, etc etc.
Anyway, still jobless. My current options seem to be either volunteering for an insomnia study that may pay well (finally I get payment for all those shitty sleepless nights!) or working at the Hollywood Video near my house. Hmmmm. Such thrilling choices...

2 comments:

erica said...

have you considered selling plasma? i know some people who have survived quite a while on this...not exactly a good longterm solution, but as far as selling fluids go it seems to be on the more profitable end...
this may be a tasteless comment, i don't know...

PocaCosa said...

or a less painful option would be online survey-taking, although i don't know how you go about finding a reputable organization.

i have missed my life in Tucson, and Tucson itself, since i left in 2003. i find that i miss it less and less as time goes on, but that i miss it the most now when i feel sad, even if the sadness has nothing to do with being in Tucson. i think i felt secure there.